shaped by fate

Take away my job and I still have my identity. However, I never knew I cared so much about my career until I don't have a job any more.

People often tell me that they work more as a means to support their lifestyle/living expenses. I used to think that too. Not any more.

I see work as how I contribute as a human being. I take so much pride in my work and relish in the social aspect of work. In every job I had, ever since I was a babysitter in 9th grade, I put myself into that role. I try to make it the best part of me because I truly believe in the value of work.

Perhaps it is fate. If my marriage had worked out, I probably would be focused on havnig babies and taking care of the family by now. Instead, my lack of responsibilities gives me renewed focus on my career.

There is no right or wrong answers, only what is meant to be. I welcome this new purpose in my life.