Saturday, January 3, 2009

to give is to receive

Had an amazing day trip to Tahoe yesterday. The drive in the storm on the way back was not pleasant, but it was easier with a near-new SUV rental. Of course, it was a blast to board on fresh powder. The black diamond runs felt like a breeze because there was little fear; falling on fresh snow is like landing on a pillow.

Although it was a 15-hour trip, I felt so energized. I am so lucky to always be able to find people to join me in my adventures!

People may think that I give so generously without getting much in return. Quite the contrary. I give in order to help realize my own dreams. Most of my adventures are financially possible because I found partners to help subsidize the experience.

There is no way I could have arrived at black diamond in boarding and skiing without all the friend who make the trips magical. I could not confidently drive to Tahoe in one day if there were not the delightful company along the way. The beauty of nature could not be so vibrant if not for another pointing out the views. Even the falls on the slopes turns to comical moments to laugh about together.

There is something magical about sharing life with kindred spirits.

Despite the uncertainty of career and love, I am the happiest I have ever been.

Who knew that life could be this good in its simplicity?

food for thought

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Monday, December 29, 2008

all that is left

The best revelation about this lone journey is that what I find is _all_ me. No more making excuses or looking outward for answers. The biggest difference is being able to decipher between truth and simply noise.

Everyday interactions take on more meaning because they are constant calibrations of where I am at any given moment. This sense of magic and freedom is not new, but it is refreshing to feel it again when I least expect it.

A sense of well being is a constant because being connected to our true selves is empowering.

Nothing like returning to true self to end the year on a high note!

read, set...

Finally found the motivation to go for it in my career.

It's as if a switch has been turned on, and I am fired up!

It is somewhat luck as I have been spending a lot of time with a couple of business school alums. It's true, we are easily influenced by our peers, so choose our company carefully.

I pride myself on knowing a lot of people, but at any given point, I am truly close to just a couple. That's part of my intuition, knowing who to spend time with and to allow those people to influence my path.

As for my personal life, I am always the one who is more understanding. Have to be patient for that special person who can be a true equal. Hum...

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Pollyanna

Had some people judging me of late, commenting that my cherry outlook may be a front and unhealthy in the long run.

Well, thank you very much Mr. and Ms. Reality-Check!

I suppose it is a bit tiring to hear me always be positive despite everything. All the ups and downs are enough to make one sour.

Rather than avoiding all the bumps in the road, I believe that my optimism is genuine because I have figured out a system to weather every challenge that comes my way.

There isn't one answer, and the number one secret to my positive attitude is acceptance. By understanding that everything has to happen in its own way, I can let go of the worries that come with expectations.

Instead of expecting too much and grappling with disappointments, I continue to prepare myself and arm myself with skills and information.

I can be optimistic because most of my time is filled with learning and creating good habits. So many of my hobbies have served me well because they give me an outlet and foster relationships. I don't dwell much because I don't give negative energy much time or attention.

Cultivating my spiritual practice has been a big help, but it comes down to being myself. I am optimistic because life has been good to me. I can't imagine a life without the disappointments, confusion, or people who drive me crazy. Still, I have figured out a way to manage it all and stay on top.

So, here's to a good 2008 and a even more fabulous 2009!