impatience

I do have many flaws. The trick is to embrace all that is me and to work with my limitations.

One struggle I have is impatience. I have very little patience, and the consequence is especially glaring in my career. Rather than waiting for ventures to pan out, I jump from job to job when things are not quite right.

Actually, the same can be said about romantic relationships. If a guy gives me a bad feeling, I usually end the ties to avoid drama.

Now that I am more certain of what I want, I am willing to wait for it, in both professional and personal arenas.

It is almost delicious how I have to wait for everything to fall in place. It is wonderful to be old enough to appreciate the wait.

perfect balance

Worked all day, and things got done. It was a bit tiring at the end; finally see the value of having support staff. I miss having secretaries!!

Discovered the reason that my home is messy because I work here and have yet to figure out a separation between the two lives.

Well, three, counting dating someone far away. K called after attending a wedding. I had just emailed him lamenting the desire to talk after my exhausting day. It didn't occur to me until just now that he had no idea that I needed him...or did he?

Magical things keep happening...Ahhh...

new mission

Started to write about something else but decided to hang onto it for myself.

Surprised at the shift. Even though I am a very open person, I am starting to value privacy and time away from others.

The irony is that this alone time has enhanced my experience with others, and vice versa. The farmer's market was especially rewarding this morning because being by myself allowed me to appreciate the plight of the farmers.

I finally understand that this is not going to be about me but the world as a whole. What can I do today to make this world a better place?