I finally realized the purpose of all my social outlets: to figure out how for myself what type of life that I want.
I am forever indebted to my parents, who gave me the freedom to figure things out on my own.
It took a long time, but I finally know with conviction who I am. A big part of me is my lifestyle. I finally understand what are the sacred rituals and what are the fungibles.
Same thing with time. Ultimately, I am looking to spend time with people and activities who are a reflection of myself. Previously, I was so open to every type of friends, but slowly, I will pare down my free time and focus on what's truly important.
It took quite a long time, but I am glad for the detour. It's time to cultivate my garden of life.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Friday, February 6, 2009
falling in love
This new relationship is the why for all my life experience..
All the ups and downs from other relationships allowed me to recognize how special it is to connect with someone at this level.
And now I know exactly what to do, especially given the distance. It's the best relationship because I am at my absolute best right now.
Sure, I had hoped for this, but relationships were always a struggle. I remained optimistic, and that attitude has made all the difference.
Of course, I know that this can all disappear any moment, and that's why I can give unconditionally. Always act w/o reservations and regrets.
Following my heart is now second nature. It makes me proud to say that I am completely happy!
All the ups and downs from other relationships allowed me to recognize how special it is to connect with someone at this level.
And now I know exactly what to do, especially given the distance. It's the best relationship because I am at my absolute best right now.
Sure, I had hoped for this, but relationships were always a struggle. I remained optimistic, and that attitude has made all the difference.
Of course, I know that this can all disappear any moment, and that's why I can give unconditionally. Always act w/o reservations and regrets.
Following my heart is now second nature. It makes me proud to say that I am completely happy!
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
just like that
I signed a contract to consult for ex-coworker's planning firm. Will be applying for permits in SF. Contract should last through the summer.
Life is easy if I just let it be.
By removing worries, stress and pressure, everything all of a sudden seems so easy.
Perhaps it's karma. I offered to drive a friend to and from his knee surgery, not realizing that the operation was at 6am! It was fine, and I am glad to reconnect with a good soul.
Celebrations anyone?
Life is easy if I just let it be.
By removing worries, stress and pressure, everything all of a sudden seems so easy.
Perhaps it's karma. I offered to drive a friend to and from his knee surgery, not realizing that the operation was at 6am! It was fine, and I am glad to reconnect with a good soul.
Celebrations anyone?
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
whirlwind
Got caught up in a new romance the past month.
The magic has surpassed anything I have ever felt. To meet someone with whom I connect in every aspect. One of the biggest turn-ons has been our continual discussion of urban planning ideas, and the guy doesn't even have an academic background in the subject!
Most importantly, I found someone who is a true reflection of me.
Now, I just have to figure out how to resolve the 2,000 miles distance...
The magic has surpassed anything I have ever felt. To meet someone with whom I connect in every aspect. One of the biggest turn-ons has been our continual discussion of urban planning ideas, and the guy doesn't even have an academic background in the subject!
Most importantly, I found someone who is a true reflection of me.
Now, I just have to figure out how to resolve the 2,000 miles distance...
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