Monday, April 21, 2008

vulnerability

One reason I love sports so much is that the risks are purely physical.

In relationships, not so easy.

C came back from vacation, and I immediately vented my uncertainty about us. It was probably not the nicest thing to do, but I had to air my anxiety about whether I am finally ready for a relationship.

The conclusion? My life has changed, but I shouldn't be afraid. Having a serious relationship is meant to be at this point. I will embrace it and let things happen as they may.

And I am off to China in 3 days. C will not join. Just myself and another girlfriend. I can't wait. It's going to be a blast. Looking forward to how that experience will change me too!

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