Although I try not to expect anything from life or other people, the bar has been set high. I am naturally drawn to go-getters because they give me road maps. It's been fun to model life after proven patterns. I like picking up hobbies, careers and life paths because someone along the way has nudged me gently in one direction.
Right now, all the uncertainty in many areas of life is forcing me to once again look to myself for a new way of life. Ever since last summer, I have been relying on gut feelings that grow stronger each day. It's lonely at times, but I am used to taking these solo journeys.
It's been curious because I find myself distancing from all the people in my life as if I need this space. It's healthy because I am growing leaps and bounds on my own. Perhaps this is how the next chapter will begin.
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