Yesterday, I got frustrated. To the point that I couldn't talk to C. Maybe the LA trip was too much too soon. I felt better this morning, so we said goodbye pleasantly.
I am learning to observe the anger (yes, I was mad). The stillness gives me an unpleasant idea - I can just end the relationship like so many times before. My dark side is not to be explained, but I am aware of the fact that I am not quite ready for a relationship.
So what's next? I think the weekend will be telling. I am going to ask C if we can spend the next few days apart. I need some time to myself.
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